Last year was a tough year! I had been tested in so many ways and had more downs than ups. I struggled and had anxiety attacks as I constantly check on how my life was doing. I had the constant feeling of not being good enough for people and not doing enough for my life! … Continue reading 2018 : I learned that life is complex.
Have you forgotten to ask what I feel? Have you forgotten to check if Im alright? Have you forgotten to ask what I like? Or simply forgotten my existence? I don't know If I should be happy that you became comfortable with us,but I am bombarded by it. Because by being too comfortable you forgotten … Continue reading SPILLEDINKPOETRY002
Countless times I have asked God to take my life. To never wake up.. To stop breathing.. But God is so merciful He still allowed me to live up to this day and discover my own purpose. Have you ever had the sleepless nights being consumed by thoughts you don't even know where it came … Continue reading From the mind of the depressed..
Whoa! I am living this world for 25 freaking years!!!! And just like any 20something human being I still don't know what I am doing with my life aside from paying my bills, my insurance, my house rent and tuition fees, working my ass off, doing laundry and eating 3 to 4 times a day! … Continue reading How I am doing at 25.
Its the time of the year again when people visit their loved ones in cemetery. Candles are being lighted. Flowers are being offered and they are being remembered again.. But I do not need this special day just to remember you again. Because you never left my mind and heart. I still wonder what my … Continue reading To the person I love in heaven..
Okay, I know that not everyone is comfortable talking about their insecurities yet here I am trying to write a blog post about it. I just want to tell everyone how I somehow overcome my insecurities, to maybe inspire, if not all, at least even one of you in a way that I can. Growing … Continue reading HOW I OVERCOME MY INSECURITIES
Its been days since I started to write something that could be posted on my blog. For an update eh? But, I couldn’t find a topic that I could sustain and finish smoothly. I was distracted. Distracted by what? By life. Life lately is so dragging. I could not seem to find that perfect motivation … Continue reading 10:40PM : Uncategorized thought
1. Choose the course you love Choosing the course you want and thinking long term is the first step to success. You should not take up something you don't love. Don't take up a course just because others want it because if its not what your heart beats you'll end up either failing or jumping … Continue reading 6 things I learned in College
I will start this letter saying sorry not sorry. Sorry for the people I have hurt but I am not sorry because everything I did made me happy. sorry for the people I have failed because I was so obsessed in this fairytale, but i am not sorry because i chose it. Every inch of … Continue reading A letter to the person I should not love,but I did.
It was on the amphitheatre when I first saw you. You were one of the performers and it gave me a clue. Pantomime was the act that you did, And I was undeniably amazed by it. After that incident that happened then, I always saw you again and again. Guess it was destiny when I … Continue reading STAGE PLAY